I graduated highschool in 1993.  Although I've attend 3 different colleges, I never finished and got my degree.  I didn't get a lot of family support in subjects I was interested in.  Growing up neurodivergent in a society that didn't know what that was or what it meant, especially for females, made it hard in school and colleges.  I have always loved helping people.  Sometime's a little too much and it's gotten me into very toxic relationships.  People, mosty men, have taken advantage of me for my compassionate and empathetic nature.  

I'm an older disabled mom of a little girl, I was 39 when I had her.  The man I had her with is a narcissist and it took me until she was 6 to finally cut ties with him on a personal level.  I spent over 10 years with this guy thinking he would change for the better, he's ohly gotten worse.  He wasn't my first abusive relationship.  I have looked back all the way to my chlldhood and realized, I've had quite a few narcissists in my life.  I never was shown a healthy love.  Therefore, until my daughter, I never knew what it was.  I breaking the cycle with my daughter.

I'm unlearning a lifetime of things I should have never learned and making sure to teach my little girl to love herself, first.  I am trying to show her she needs to respect herself, get a good education and learn to think for herself.  I want her to focus on education and friendshps, not just one person she feels she has to submit to.  I'm going to be as supportive as humanly possible of the choices she makes in her life, her career, who she is as a person.  As long as she does no hard, she has my total love and support.

I created this page to blog about my life, my stories, life changing events.  I'm also going to post about the current events in our country and the world in general and my thoughts on these things.  If you stumble across my page, read my posts and feel free to comment as long as you're respectful and open minded.